ello.

so.
i can't believe dat anyone would read my blog.
so i was surprised when people in school start asking me abt my blog.

haha.
i CAN'T believe those who read my blog believed what i wrote.
i'm gonna try out an experiment.
i'll tell y'all more abt it later.

meanwhile.
it's been a looooong time since my last post(again!).
haha..lots of things changed.
same routine as usual.
get to know different guys.
den lost contact wif them.
haha.

well.
i got to know this one guy.
his name is raihan.
can't believe he got the 'male version' of my name.
hahas.
but he's old.
i dunnoe why i kept attracting older guys.
haha.
but at least they are matured.
and, he sounds me stead.
i agreed.
but the relationship is still new though.

and so,
raihan and me are a couple.
he is SUPER DUPER nice.
bougt me a rip curl bag which cost $69.90.
which i gave to my sis as a b'dae present.
haha.
but, seriously.
he's nice.
and sweet.
and caring.
haha.

ouhk.
i think dats all.

oh ya.
i think i'm pregnant.

ello.

WTH!

OUHK.
found out almost the whole class now know dat i'm not a V.
well....

what the heck?!
serve me rite for posting dat.
haha.

woooo..

ooo....
wow...
hehe..
amazement..
first time go out wearing a tudung.
no!
make it the second time.
hehe..

follow sha to a workshop.
must wear tudung!
hehe.

lalalalala...

ouhk.
i'm freaking bored.

i'm now at c.p.c.c.
haha.
those of u who dun noe wat dat means, well,go find out.
hehe.

just came back from meeting rizal.
we check in just now.
have good, fun sex.
then went home.
i dun care if any of my frens know i'm not a V anymore.
so what.

i came across a saying dat goes:
make love,not war.
i agree..
why waste ur time having war when u can have peacefulness when u make love.
hehe.
furthermore,condoms are much, much cheaper than guns.
haha.WTH!

well, i'm not a V!
that's my bravest confession so far.
u're bound to lose it sooner than later.
so might as well make it sooner.
hehe.
when u lose ur virginity sooner, u'll have more experiance with guys.
and u'll get better after each guy.
believe me.
haha.
but of course there's a chance u might get pregnant or STD.
so be VERY,VERY careful!
like i said earlier,condoms are cheaper than guns.
SO ASK UR GUY TO GET ONE!!

hehe..
of course it would be fun when u have sex but it wouldn't be fun if u get pregnant.
so BE VERY CAREFUL!
gotta go now!

OMG!!

HELLO.
just dropping by.

i'm getting lazier as the day past.
that's why this blog was not been updated eversince.....forever.

haish.
lots of things happened.

sha2 break wif zan.
i fight wif rizal.
mid-year examinations.
watch movie wif azman.
top up my phone.
topped up my phone again.
and again.
get back 2gether wif rizal.
plan to meet riki andre but did not.
go out wif abg zahf.
and the list goes on...
and on....

hmm..gtg now.
bye.

20.03.08-ouch!

ouhk.
YESTERDAY,i was beaten up by my mum.cos i lied to her and went back home late.I went home at 7.33 and she scolded me.I mean, c'mon lar..i'm already 16..i can take care of myself.

WELL,long story become short,my phone was confiscated by her.AND now, i can't contact RIZAL,AZMAN or DIDY..haish..

THE REASON i went back home late is bcos i went to meet didy at geylang lorong 12.(NO!WE DID NOT DO ANYTHING!)he's quite good looking. and TALL! lol.BUT, dier bdk tanjong ar..ishish..and he's already have a daughter (age:2 years) although he's only 19..

yesterday, when i met him, he introduced me as his wife to everybody.I went home at 6.15.
didy ask me to "ton" wif him..but i can't..

oh ya, yesterday,at mrt station, I FELL DOWN while going down the stairs.IT'S SO EMBARASSING LUHH!everybody was,like,looking at me.But nobody helped me..hmmph.
and my ankle hurt like hell.

TODAY,there's art & sport carnival at my school.I take part in the floorball tournament wif sha,aimah,shu ying and bei er.AND we managed to get silver.

I'M going to show the medal to my mum so that she knows that i did not lied about the canival!(BTW, SHE THINKS DAT I LIED ABOUT THE CARNIVAL AND THAT THERE'S NO SUCH THING.)

ERM..OK..
I'm in woodland library rite now wif sha.
and it's cold!!
haha..
till here then.
ciao.

17.03.08

OUHK.

SO,3 days i did NOT update my blog..hmm..

WELL, on sat, my dad's at home, so i can't switch on my comp. ON sun, i did switch on my comp but did not update.Yesterday was the first ay of my school.So I was busy.

Here are the things i did on the 3 days.

SATURDAY:nothing to do...bored at home..my dad's at home so it was quite noisy as he switch on his favourite malay songs and sing along wif it.NOISY- bcos he sang too loud and his voice is...well...not exactly how a singer should sound like.LOL.

SUNDAY:stay at home..(again)...switch on my comp and tried to look for blog skin.Spent hours on it.BUT still didn't manage to change it.*sigh*..Did not update my blog as my dad came home early and i have to switch off my comp.:(

MONDAY:first day of school. SO BORING. Sha and i kept avoiding aunty gwen so that our hair won't get caught. funny..After school, went to meet AZMAN.HE IS SO SHORT!!haha..he treat me watch The Spiderwick Chronicles.the movie was ok..kind of harry potter type..but we did not really watch the whole movie as we are busy doing sumthing else..haha..*EVIL*..lol.

OK.TODAY was ok luhh..same routine as usual..BUT today, I dun noe why, the class suddenly become chaotic.First time ever.the boys are playing sepak takraw and the girls are fighting over the pillows..haha.YOU QUAN IS CRAZY.haha..that guy IS FUNNY!

now, ITS RAINING OUTSIDE. argh!!

OH ya..while i was sleeping, this morning at 4 am, a guy called me.nak kenal2..ish2..he's name is didi..19 years.werking..AND he break my record.he's the first guy that i kenal2 who is taller than me!haha..

erm..ok..dats all.
i'll try to change my skin wif sha help.
ciao.

argh!!

I'M supposed to watch STEP UP 2 wif sha today at 9.30pm but....MY MOM DUN ALLOW ME TO GO!!ARSEHOLE larr. well, it's ok.I doubt that my mum would let me go and she didn't..hmm..my mum is soo PREDICTABLE. YESTERDAY,I was on the phone wif AZMAN till 3 am.HE talk nonsense and i just listen. I slept at 3.15. AZMAN msg me at exactly 0359hrs.HE told me he likes me and asked me to be his girl. WELL...... Rizal did not msg me AT ALL today.MISS HIM SOOO MUCH.. back to azman.NO!I did not accept him. I told him that we just got to know each other and i dun think we should stead that fast.haha..padahal ader reason laen..well,partly,it's true.i just know him for a few days.AND i still have RIZAL.AZMAN understands and says he will wait longer.LET HIM WAIT..haha..*evil* AZMAN. I know. I know.he's not handsome. BUT that's ok. IT'S not like I'M going to stead wif him.BTW,he's mixed indian and malay.But he speaks malays. ANOTHER reason why i WILL NOT stead wif him is because he's short. ENOUGH about azman.I'M bored.haish.I wish I could go watch step up 2 wif sha.haaishh...oh ya, ysterday night,(or is it this morning?), there's a fire at level 3. my block.Alot of policemen and fire engines.. ARGH!! I'M BORED.I'M STRESSED OUT. today, i spent my time trying to change my blog skin wif sha's instruction.ye ye oh ajer tadi tapi maseh tak boleh jgak..ARSEHOLE..i think i'll just stick to this skin.It's quite plain but at least it's colourful.*smile* till here. must go ngaji. ciao.

13.03.08~Another boring day at home.

BORING!BORING! TODAY is so boring..ok2lar..early morning meet SHAM.(no lar..not early morning..at around 2.15pm).that S.O.B wanted to meet me just because he wanted something from me.ARSEHOLE..(BTW, he's my ex.).i HATE him sia..haish.After meeting him, i went home. YESTERDAY NIGHT, at 0028hrs, i argued wif rizal.This is the third time we argue in our relationship..haish.i dun noe wat's wrong.i mean, i like him but i dun really consider myself head-over-heels in love wif him.I wonder where our relationship will lead us to.MARRIAGE?no thanks.he's really serious wif me but i dun think i'm ready for a serious relationship.maybe i just regard him as an older brother i've never had.maybe.. THIS morning, at 0716hrs, azman called me..He just finished werk..ISH ISH.He finished werk at 7am..and starts werk at 5pm..since i got nothing to do, i talk to him.We talk about alot of things AND he confessed to me that he likes me.WE JUST KNOW EACH OTHER FOR APPROXIMATELY 2 DAYS AND HE ALREADY LIKES ME..(but i regard him as a friend. REALLY! I DO!). At 0845, i went back to sleep. I feel like a BITCH.i felt guilty talking to azman eventhough i've already got rizal.WELL, azman is just a FRIEND. oh ya..I'm supoposed to do CDL project wif aimah,sha and petrick.But it's raining and i'm lazy to go out. oh gosh.Need to go toilet.BRB. OUHK. i'm back.IT'S now 5.28pm and it's raining HEAVILY. Made me want to go to my bed and sleep. well,till here. ciao. BTW, I'M STILL FIGURING OUT HOW TO CHANGE MY BLOG SKIN.haish.

12.03.08-EVENING

ARGHH!!mutherfucker larr.I type so long and i never post it. ARSEHOLE.NOW I HAVE TO RETYPE EVERYTHING BACK. WELL. FIRSTLY, i ought to throw THIS STUPID COMPUTER IN A RIVER! *splash* so fucking slow. AND i managed to edit my blog. it's not much BUT at least it look more presentable than before. OK.so.just now @ 11 am, i went to meet sha. go study at ESPLANADE library. I was hoping to finish all the homework that our 'BELOVED' teachers gave but eventually, i just managed to finish my E.maths.(well, at least i managed to finish it rather than nothin at all. halfway through the homework, we gave up and decided to go eat.WENT to long john silver. After that, we ran around marina square to look for RITZ CARLTON hotel.(okay, that was a bit exaggerated.we did not ran. we walk.)head home at around 3.45pm.(well,i went home.sha went to meet zan.) I walk past a group of 'mats and minahs' at interchange.AND they had the NERVE to stare at me.i mean, they look younger than me luhh.pls larr, jgn nak step eh.when i stare back at them, they look away.COWARDS. OH YA. ck la top up my phone.*CHEERS* but now there's only $7.85.BECAUSE of AZMAN. He kept msging me luhh.and wasting my prepaid.haish. well,better go now. need to look for more blog skins. ciao.

12.03.08

ARGH!! I so DAMN HATE my computer.so damn slow .takes 1/2 an hour to start the fucking thing and another 20 mins just to get an access to the internet.(i know!i know! PATHETIC!!) But what to do..haish..can't complain.It's a good thing i've got a computer. compared to all those ppl without it out there.BUT it's so DAMN SLOW LUHH. AND i haven't figured out yet how to change the skin of my blog!*stressed* i'll continue later when i've figured out how to change the damn thing!!

11.03.08

SO.this is my first time writing a blog. WELL, i've never bothered to have a blog.I dun noe why. since today is the 2nd day of school holidae, and i've got nothing else to do, i've decided to start one. I GUESS I should start wif myself. i'm quite lazy actually.i'm wayyy behind my homework and all my school work are accumulated inside my school bag.I haven't even start MUGGING for my 'O' levels yet and its only months away.My RESULTS are getting worst! Recently, i failed 4 subjects out of the 6 subjects i took. tsk tsk. 1ST time in my life, my L1R5 is more tthan 20. haish..i MUST work hard!! ENOUGH about studies. TODAY, a guy named AZMAN contact me.Doesn't even know who he is :( he's wayy shorter than me.{i guess most people are shorter than me since i'm 173 cm tall.} asking me to be his friend. Apparently, hairi (bear) gave him my number. told him i'm single but actally i'm not. BEFORE I FORGOT, yes, i'm attached..wif a guy named RIZAL. he's 28 years old.(i know,i know..he's wayy older than me. but what the heck? love is blind. LOL.)He's an engineer.(or that's what he claims to be.)we've been together for 1 MONTH AND 12 DAYS. ( I know that's not a long time but..i'm proud of it.)BTW, i'm no longer a virgin.(no, i did not lose it with rizal.)I lost it last year. Well, that's another story. BACK TO AZMAN, my prepaid became low because of him. ARSEHOLE. And i don't really know who he is.somehow.Basically, he is 22 years old and work as a bartender at HARRY's pub.hmm..he's not bad-looking actually..only that he is short.I don't understand actually. Why does all the guys who wants to get to know me are all shorter than me!(EVEN my guy is shorter than me..but i don't care.:P) ALL DAY LONG, i've done nothing.Except playing the computer.And singing stupid songs dat make me cry.ARSEHOLE. oh ya, i tend to use vulgar words quite a lot..so bear with me.. i'm wondering whether to tell sha about this blog or not.i dun mind sha knowing about this blog since she already knows most of my secrets but the others...they are not really 'open-minded'...WHAT the heck? why should i care what the other says about me.they don't really understands me anyway.. OH GOSH! i forgot i need to send my cousin go ngaji now..long story cut short, my cousin is 6 years old and lives wif me.usually i need to go wif her but today i uzur, so i just need to send her. THIS IS my cousin.ZURIFAH. CAN BE QUITE ANNOYING SUMTIMES.